hi guys and gals,
off subject...........
i met a fantastic gal about my age.
she came into my life ..........a mess,past over for youth,destroyed,she has no idea how beautiful she was/is.........just a mess.
so in the mist ...........i made her aware of herself.............
i believe she,at first liked me,but in the goodness of my heart i knew i couldn't be with her.
so i showed her kindness and opened the world up to her.
i watched her blossum into a gem,a shinning star.
now she's a killer ,in a sense.
with confidence and power.
in these few months , helping her,,, transforming her................i fell deeply in love.
the tears run down my face as i write this.
i couldn't stand in her way.................so i told her to go out and find your true .....the one and only.
..............someone once said that i'd know it was the right person when i heard bells in my head..................
i never did...........not with anyone,,,,,never believed in it either,,,,,,til now.
now i know that in someway i have helped someone in a great way.
sorry for taking up your time.
if the mods want to can this...........i understand.
maybe the monk thing isn't so bad after all.
thanks for letting me bend you eyes alittle
herb

no no no, this is really heart felt. your words are beautiful. and you have helped the one girl, youve helped her so greatly it seems.